@njed - Hello Ed, Thank you for your kind words. I am sorry to read about your loss as well, but I do appreciate reading of your experiences. Both of us are dealing with incredible loss & it will take time to adjust & accept. I sit in my wife's seat as well at meal time. Although I am grieving, I am also full of gratitude for over 46 years of love, devotion & companionship from my dear wife. I'm sure that you feel the same with your wife. May we both remember all the good times in our lives & make the most of our time remaining until we join our partners in heaven. Best regards, Rob