@rob91 - Sorry to hear about your loss. Six weeks is not much time and like you my wife also passed away during the night. I was in total shock for 2 or 3 weeks, could not believe it. We were married for 52 years and would have been 53 this past May. She passed away the day before Valentine's Day and it doesn't seem like 19 - 20 weeks. Feels less. I still have periods of crying which is needed to heal. Keeping busy is good, I do the same, I always have music or TV on for background noise. I was having a real problem with an empty seat at the dinner table so now I sit in her chair. The loss is profound in many ways, and I believe as well, we will see our loved ones again someday. Take it easy and over time, the grief will hopefully become less. By the way, periodically I still talk to my wife, I feel connected somehow. Best to you. Ed