Just know that what you are feeling is normal. The unknown is scary yes. Talking about how you are feeling with your doctor and with someone you trust may help. Try not to beat yourself up. You are more than what your diagnosis may be. Reach out for help. Sometimes we need to look for the good in negative situations and that is not easy, but search hard. This world is hard to be in now and we need each other’s love and support. You have reached out here and that’s a step in the right direction. Take a deep breath and one day at a time. ❤️