Such a heartbreaking story Marilyn. That must have been so difficult seeing your husband die, but at least he died a peaceful death. I think about the people in my life that have killed themselves and most of them used a firearm to do it with including my brother. I was very close to him and he was a very handsome young man with a great personality. Anyway for the longest time I couldn't get over the idea that he had used a shotgun to kill himself with and what he must have looked like. I don't think about that very much anymore it's to depressing and negative. I try to think the good thoughts.

Leslie