Hi @kellysv, and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect! It sounds like you have your hands full with beautiful kiddos while trying to heal your body from surgery at the same time. The feelings you are having are scary and make it so, so much more difficult. You can do this!

I thought I’d follow up and tag @terri9, and also invite @garrison to hopefully provide an update on their journeys.

I relate to some of what you describe and have made the most progress once I found a doctor willing to walk through my symptoms with me. It sounds like you have seen a surgeon as well as a OB/GYN recently. Do you have one in particular you trust, or knows the most about you?