Good afternoon, @ray666, @dbeshears1, @mob55, @julbpat, @liloldlady, and all who are blessed to find kindred souls here at Connect ~
I've been pondering this business of no longer looking forward to in-person celebrations, get-togethers, and other events that are mostly out of my ability to attend, and there are many! Boy, this topic certainly resonates with me! Like so many of you, in my younger years, I enjoyed some very fulfilling careers and also some extensive travel and really still could, if it weren't for the limitations of my long time and now severe P.N. and some unpredictable digestive tract surprises. 😜 As a lot of you know, in 2022 I experienced extensive lumbar surgery and then hip replacement (this latter from a fall 10 weeks after the back surgery). I spent several weeks in a new, lovely rehab facility which for all practical purposes was more like a luxury hotel because I was a "guest" (their word), not a "patient". Terribly and consistently understaffed, the one thing I LOOKED FORWARD to was getting home!! What I saw as interminable boredom turned out to be a gift from God. Because of that experience, I know that staying independent in my own home is a joyous freedom I look forward to every day. Sure, I have the occasional "blues" from weather changes or this-or-that. But I am content to look forward to keeping up my home, doing a bit of shopping, preparing (or not!) what I want (or don't want!) to eat, getting to set my own daily routine as to when I feel most like exercising, showering, eating, and taking medication when needed, as opposed to having to take it according to a precision-followed time-chart, with no say in the matter. I look forward to being able to maintain a decent social life, -- though mostly on Zoom -- because of aforementioned complications with mobility, etc. In living out this new normal, what I miss the most is the expectation/ability to be reliable and dependable, hence the option of Zoom as opposed to in-person gatherings. I live alone with my sweet lapdog (my husband passed 12 years ago) and I really respect you, Debbie, and you, Ray, for the loving presence that you maintain for the happiness of your husband and partner. You are gifting them the joy of looking forward to giving you outings, things to do, and understanding aid where needed so that you may do these things together. That's awesome for all involved!
Ok, to avoid extensive rambling, I'll wish all of you the very best as adjustments and more adjustments present themselves. I'm with you in it, and I sure appreciate our discussions, suggestions, and topics that come to be shared! Blessings!! ~ Barb