I am so sorry to hear about everything you are going through. You must be incredibly resilient alongside of feeling understandably weary. I'd say that your body may be fragile but your spirit is fierce.

I would try putting your story into chatgpt (chatgpt.com) to see what ideas it generates. It is really good at pulling together huge amounts of complex information and making some sense of it. I am in the midst of rehab and I have been inputting information about my surgeries etc and the status of my recovery, and it has been extremely helpful.

Please keep us posted on how things unfold. We are all rooting for you!