@scain - Thanks for your post and I believe many of us can relate to your comments. Putting your ego aside is very difficult yet being safe and being less worried about falling is vital. I went through a similar situation when I decided to begin using a cane. It was a tough decision for me, but I need it for numbness and poor balance. After a few falls I decided that my ability to remain on two feet is more important. No falls in two years. I've had PN for 9 years and I've made adjustments along the way. After 52 years of being married, my wife passed away unexpectedly in February of this year and since then, I've had to make many more adjustments. I've placed safety above everything. Continue doing your gardening even at waist level. it works. Best to you!