Hello Dale- The closer the time gets for surgery, the more you will think about it and be scared. That’s normal. I know I thought all the same things. I also put up a strong front for my husband and kids, while inside the thoughts and fears were like a pinball machine playing in my head! I just kept thinking that God has his plan and it will be what it will be. We prepare for the worst but hope for the best. How was the nodule on your thyroid found? Do you have hypo/hyper thyroid? I ask, because my husband has hypo thyroid and a screening said it found a nodule (scared the heck out of him) and it ended up just being a rough part of his thyroid, not a nodule and not a concern. I pray yours may be the same.
I pray that all will turn out well for you and you will be done with this cancer journey very soon. Stay strong, but talk to your family about your fears and concerns. Let them help you. God Bless you, and heal you!❤️