I wanted to try and give you some well deserved credit, it’s definitely very challenging to go through the process of finding yourself again after much turmoil. The medications are crucial to your recovery along with therapy but you know that already, the thing is that finding the right medicine is a big part of getting better but it always takes time for most people to do so, there’s really no short cuts just perseverance until you have the ones that work. I think you’ll find many people here that have been through this or are still working on it, lots of very helpful tips for you to try and most importantly to help you feel that your not alone. I know that you’re doing the right thing for your life and health, please don’t be discouraged if it seems difficult because all good things in life don’t come easy, try praying for strength and peace and never give up the battle.