I admire your courage to face all these difficult issues with some sense of humor and resignation. Once you get a diagnosis for anything, no matter how minor, it never seems to be resolved in your records! So, I am a "fixer" and used to taking action to resolve things, but with A-fib you never are "cured" and you are in a similar situation, I guess. So we have to find our "happy" place and do what we can, when we can! I have a group of nurse friends I worked with and after comparing notes and diagnosis and various treatments we all decided that what we had could be worse! So make the most of every day, and enjoy the little pleasures, no matter how humble. Be as social as you can be and gain strength from the good will of others! Take care.