I am so so sorry! Yes this is beyond painful. Sounds like you are trying everything you can. I could not have done it without the morphine and yes its constipating but I trued to counter it w metamucil morn. Miralax eve and solace stool softeners. I have had to wear Depends for a year now and stay close to a bathroom when bowels are loose . ... not eat before appointments etc until I get home
Finally finally getting better. Off morphine . Bathroom time was crying time. I know what you are going through . Please know you will get better. Pain relief is #1 .
And constant updates to your team ..my palliative care nurses listened and acted on my behalf . I will be thinking of you and praying for relief from pain. Hugs to you!!!!