There is so much I do not know. Cancer has not been in my family history at all. I have no risk factors as I dont drink or smoke and had my gall bladder removed. It was hard enough when they thought I had chronic pancreatitis compared to acute. Now, having to tell my mother this when she has lost 2 husbands to it, is a lot to take in. We just witnessed my youngest son’s wedding on Friday and there was so much joy. Telling them in a few days will be hard. I haven’t even thought much about fighting it yet. I am not mad or sad. I cry when I think about the pain this will cause for my wife. But, I feel peace. I will post more once I learn what I am up against on June 5.