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Please, please when you have a chance read my posts.

I attempted suicide three times a year ago after having been put back on SSRI

I have had thoughts of suicide, my whole life as a result of profound childhood trauma.

This was never understood nor diagnosed nor dealt with instead after a very successful career and selling my company I was placed on psychiatric medication.

Despite never ever having attempted suicide before, even though it was a continuous thought I did not act on it until after I had detox from all psychiatric medication, and they put me back on Effexor.

For me, suicidal thoughts, are how I dealt with profound unresolved trauma, as was being incredibly driven and focused and successful in my life.

When I sold my company, the chickens came home to roost and instead of helping me my doctor poisoned me

I have been fortunate to make it profound recovery, heavily documented by my physicians, who are searching for explanations as to how I could possibly have been so sick and have made such a profound recovery in such a short period of time.

They are coming too as I did and as science is now proving that SSRI’s and SNRI’s poison

They can provide an initial placebo effect and thereafter the cognitive blunting can feel like relief, and in fact may well be relief temporarily because blunting cognition, blunt emotions, reducing the intensity of those emotions, but nothing is dealt with until it’s dealt with

At best, these medications can be used to jumpstart a program of bringing the body into alignment what I called the four pillars of alignment

Body mind, spirit, and environment for me. It is the only thing that has worked.

From 14 medication’s 18 months ago, I take nothing now

Demand answers take control of your health peace and good health is your birth right demanded it.

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I appreciate your response. It seems that this medication is not right for me. I am not certain what to do in making any changes as I saw a temporary psychiatrist that prescribed this medication and meet my new regular psychiatrist at the end of June. I am not sure if I can handle being without medications either because even without them, I'm pretty depressed. I really haven't had much trauma in life. I am currently going through a great deal of stress with my own health and life situations... within the last 5 years, I have been unable to work. Many situations overwhelm me in which I get to a point of sensory overload. What that means is that I stop being able to understand what people are saying to me - their words are like a foreign
language, I cannot read - I see letters but I cannot form them into words, I cannot make basic decisions. I'm easily emotional. It takes me days to recover. I am very stuck and really not sure if my condition is solvable. I really at a dead end for any psychiatric care because I've tried over 50 medications in the past 30 years as well as TMS, Spravato (Ketamine), and ECT. I have also tried many forms of counseling, IOPs, PHPs, and residential treatment. I have tried so many things, searching for relief and just haven't found what I need to overcome this depression.