I completely understand. I am 72 and have had neuropathy for 35+ years. The pain has become unbearable and my doc just lowered my pain meds. I have researched all my life and never found anything that helps. Tried various meds, treatments, etc. I wish you luck and hope you can find something that works for you. I am now confined to a wheelchair, not what I expected for my retirement years. Best of luck to you. Keep pushing. It’s all you can do.