I completely understand. I have been fighting this for 3 years as well. I started my internship, yesterday. I am an online graduate student. Although I am doing parts of it from home, via internet, I woke up this morning with that feeling of being poisoned. Wondering how am I going to get through this. I took my medicines that seem to help with some symptoms...now I wait. I usually start feeling like functioning within an hour or so. It is a hopeless feeling waking up like this, knowing I must continue to fight. I hate that we all are dealing with this.