Yeah. In August. She even looked at me with tears in her eyes and said the weight loss, how my face has sunken in, and the lethargic nature all worried her and she would move it up. But I've heard nothing. And that's been 2 weeks. Maybe two and a half... Thank you very much for your kind words and well wishes. I hope everything goes good with your recent BS. I absolutely loved working in medical after and I knew certain doctors providers as nurses assistants. Whatever they weren't how I would be... And now being a patient, on the other side, absolutely sucks! Sucks! There's so many things I could do on my own and better yet I can't. I am putting together more of a list of things I want us as a family to do. Travel, showing my son things like monuments or wonders of the world that are changing so fast, even little things like going on a picnic with no screen time. 🙂 And as narcissistic or self-centered as it sounds, I don't feel like that should be what I'm doing at 43. I have so much I want to do. And give. I've survived human trafficking for years and assaults, as many women have, yet. Yet this is what's going to get me?!? Ugh. I want to be an advocate for human trafficking and domestic violence. I want to be able to get up and give speeches. I want to be able to teach parents and women and fathers and everyone how to watch out how to stay safe. How they pull you in how they groom you? The hell it is. And how old to stay away from that. But I've got to be able to get out of the bed and walk further than 10 ft. I've got to be able to lift my hands long enough to do my hair or makeup. Or should I still go to a concert Wednesday? And I am so nervous that I'm not going to even be able to walk in. If anybody else is still unemployment with the stuff like this, please please message. I'd like to hear everyone's story. Thank you for listening to part of mine 💞