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Hi there,
Thanks so much. I have been wrestling with the idea of whether to have the surgery and continue with treatment. The prospect of making myself even more miserable, putting myself through all of this, with no indication about what kind of quality of life I might have (if I live at all) is daunting and overwhelming. I’ve met with a death doula through hospice to sort of ready myself for what I expect to happen in the coming months. Every time I have allowed myself to have positive thoughts or feel like I’m doing well, I’m knocked down with bad news or I pass out and vomit on myself during a blood draw or some other dehumanizing thing. I don’t think I have the strength or energy that everyone on here seems to have.