Because of a troubled home life I have often felt "less." Now many years have gone by. My husband passed away. So now there is deep depression and grief. I am alone - by choice. I am not good with people. Never have been. But there is something that I know in my gut. Drugs are not the answer. I do not take any. At this time I am 90 years old pushing 91. I am independent. I can and do look after myself and I can and do drive. My mind is clear. I can and do make my own decisions. Still depressed and grieving, but I repeat: Drugs are not the answer.