I live in Des Moines ,Ia in a mentally abusive marriage in our house. He gaslights me and he's always the savior. No kids or sibling support. That's extreme stress for a messed up gut. I'm sorry. I may have answered the wrong person! I'm disabled and tired. Need a break but have no where to go. My prayers seem not to be answered. My volunteer work @ nursing home ended where my best friend passed. I need prayer warriors out there! Thanks for letting me vent.