prior to surgery my penis was above average , but have lost 2" 's easy and my testicles have shrunk to lima bean size, and my scrotum has gotten long loose and fleshy, looking empty, with my tiny testicles, I had 8 weeks of radiation, and a Lupron shot, ( a 6 month depot) My body image is horrible, fat around waist line ( love handles ) , and man breasts formed, embarrassed to visit pool and beach, I need to except it, but its difficult, was a time I enjoyed the nude beach and pool, and not self conscious in the gym shower, that's all gone