Dear heart... please stay.. I have wrestled with the same thoughts for several years now.. as my digestive issues have been going on for so long and soo painful and scary and all of that..I've even called the suicide hotline..( depends on who you get).. today I went to the grave of my best friend who committed suicide in 2006..I miss her soo.. her family misses her.. she had 2 girls and some grandchildren.. she had ..me..I needed her.. but she was soo sick.. and as an RN she knew what was coming so she ate a bullet from a 9mm.. and we all cried!! We still cry!! You are irreplaceable and special!! If it's your meds.. talk to the doctor..and ..if you really need someone to talk to ..Jesus never leaves..(I've had my 38 special to my head several times.. especially after my husband passed of cancer..felt all alone..so alone).. but God has a plan for you..and there are ministries..maybe I shouldn't' say on here.. but they will pray with you and stand in faith with you..Psalm 91 over you.. it's a prayer of protection..

@autumn2025
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