Oh my dear!!! I just am amazed that you are still even functioning!! I really am!! I went thru a car wreck on the job and the workers comp and the attornies.. I had to have 3 different ones.. a mess.. and the on top of it all your son hurts.. and that hurts you .. and the your daughter..and the dear dogs!! I am overwhelmed just reading about all that is going on with you.. and your sister!! My dear sweetheart... (and thank you for your prayers today.. got thru the appt.. nauseated another one tomorrow.. probably nauseated) I completely understand "social anxiety" and I do believe you have it (I have been seeing a "shrink "since my last husband passed in the living room June 16 2011..we were..alone.. 21 days of hospice only 2 small breaks ..he didn't want any family to see him).. Stress!! You do have stress!! But we have a BIG GOD and HE is going to take over now!! I am claiming in Jesus name that all these foul "demons' attacking you go right back where they belong in the Mighty Name of Jesus!! I'm pleading the Blood.. the precious Blood of Jesus over you all.. Psalm 91!! A Psalm of protection .. the soldier's Psalm!! You can personal message me if you know how.. I'd just love that!! (Idk how..) I want to just hug you !!! You stand strong.. I am standing with you in faith!! I am praying for you and love you .. dear sweet precious friend!!