@dubln, I'm tagging a few members who also may be interested in this discussion @karenpacochca @jwool89 @pht1123 @sueinmn @staylorrn2000 for their suggestions with your doctor recommending omalizumab (Xolair) shots. They may have some input on your feeling terrified of being alone, needing to use an epinephrine injection, USP auto-injector (EpiPen) and not administering it correctly. Or, they may have some thoughts about treatment alternatives. @budisnothome also may have some ideas.