So many of our posts here have been about travel to hospitals and doctors appointments. Finally, 7 months after my initial diagnosis and 5 since starting immunotherapy, I felt brave and stable enough (after 3 ER visits to get to the source of the problem and straighten out my thyroid), my husband and I are currently enjoying a trip to Europe. And while I am definitely enjoying it, I am also definitely feeling my decreased stamina.

What I thought would be a pleasant walk through the botanical gardens in Crete turned out to be more of a hike. Thankfully my daughter-in-law was a helpful guide and led the way back along a shorter path. Today in London, a morning stroll exhausted me necessitating a quick afternoon nap back at the hotel.

I know I shouldn’t be surprised, but I can’t help but feel a tad disappointed in myself. Then again, I need to remind myself (and my husband!) that I’m dealing with a new and somewhat compromised version of myself. I need to remind the two of us my energy is directed at fighting this disease, which is the priority now. I know we’re fortunate to have come this far - quite literally - but I’d be lying to say it hasn’t been an adjustment to my mindset.