@cherylspizarny1957 I hear ya and I understand completely. I’m 8 1/2 years out and I still have trouble facing the fact that my life has changed and will never be the same.
You’re right about people not really understanding. I have many post treatment problems and I’m sure you do as well.
On the bright side, we are ALIVE!
Hang in there and fight the good fight. If you need to vent feel free to pm me anytime.

MOJO