Hi, @nadinen, and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. I can imagine that would be quite a change from having no seizures in 5 years to now having them three times in one day.

You'll notice I have moved your message to this existing discussion, "Living with epilepsy - Introduce yourself & meet others" in the Epilepsy & Seizures group. I did this so that you could talk with the members in this conversation who've had experience with epilepsy. If you click VIEW & REPLY in the email notification, you can scroll back through the past and recent posts.

Members like @dawn_giacabazi @jakedduck1 @isalenamom@debvat @aroman @techi and others may have some thoughts on experiencing the auras you mentioned. They also might have input on your sense that the feeling you've described before having a seizure might be interpreted by your doctor as anxiety.

You mentioned being sick of living life in fear. What would you say is making you most fearful at present?