You and I were diagnosed around the same time. I was borderline resectable and chemo shrunk the tumor so I could have surgery. My cancer returned 3 months after I finished my last round of chemo in December. I cannot believe the rapid aggression of this terrible disease. I felt so ready to resume my life again only to get slapped in the face with the reoccurrence. I’m now on the same two chemo drugs you were on. My neuropathy is getting bad so I see a readjustment of meds coming soon. I am also stage 4 and have been told no one beats pancreatic cancer. I don’t know what’s worse getting a life expectancy or not. My husband is having such a difficult time getting through the grief and fear of being left alone. I wouldn’t put anything in my calendar past June because I keep thinking I may not be here. We do need to stay positive and strong for as long as we can. Fight the bad fight. Fight the good fight for life. Please keep in contact with your progress and treatment. Judy