Get a new doctor. There are so many survivors that I have read about with situations similar to yours. Please don't give up. I am reading a book now that presents attitude, exercise, meditation, and other helps that YOU have control over. (Ian Gawler, "You Can Conquer Cancer"). It has helped me immensely (peritoneal carcinomatosis), both with prolonging life and enjoying life. But I know how you feel--it has been 2 1/2 years since my diagnosis with pancreatic cancer (now metastasized), some chemo and the Whipple. I repeat to myself--"I am so fortunate to have a profound sense of wellbeing." I'm so glad you are appreciative of what you have--that will make a huge difference in your survival--please hope. Courage, Carrie