Claudia:

I am so sorry that you are going through this.

While you are in such distress, consider taking the full prescribed dose by your DR. and not cutting the pill. Maybe you have already tried this

I do know how intense and debilitating these symptoms are.

Also, it does not help when individuals make comments about just willing it away with a different mindset. And the phylogenetic motor skill impairment is a real physical symptom of extreme anxiety and depression. One of my friends just mentioned, hey since you cannot sleep just get up and make eggs or pancakes. You know how ridiculous that suggestion is with this condition.

Since you are located in Arizona, have you considered ATMC Alternative to Meds Center in Sedona? We researched this I while back and they utilize a medical protocol with medication, but focus on healing through various modalities.