To rbl:
These diseases can be a real downer initially but as time goes on and we read about the journeys of others, things become clearer and more appropriate to our own situations. Following connect.mayoclinic.com and other relevant posts helps put things in perspective. Some comments may be helpful; others, not so helpful. Try to think about the positives in your life and focus on the things that are meaningful to you. We are "captains of our own ships" and can steer away from the negative. Wishing you the best and for better days ahead!