I hear your pain and im saddened for you. I think the hardest part of living with his memory loss is the constant push back. Im trying to do the best for us but often receive passive aggressive behavior. It’s exhausting! Especially when i have to keep doing research for him because he wants to “think about it”. Such a waste of my time and energy because he can’t remember what Ive already found out about the issue. My Life is a merry go round.