Thank you for your kind words, I never thought I’d be at this place - without a single advocate to help me with my lifelong struggle through depression. Only people who deliberately misunderstand what it’s like….every day is hell, I can’t sleep because I dread the next day, cycle after cycle. And no one cares. People are tired of me and have become desensitized, I’ve withdrawn further and the cycle keeps going. I wish you all the best. It honestly sounds like you have more options that I do. Keep pursuing them. I know how hard it is. Keep going as long as you can. If only some people knew what we did just to put one foot on the ground out of our bed each day. It can be like climbing Mt Everest to the top.