I survive, but it so painful I wish I would have known how much it hurt, the Dr assistant a male said no narcotics, I wish I would have known what that meant, as soon as they move me to the room I was told the caterer was removed so I need it to get up to go to use the restroom I was so naive, the nurse lift me up and now I know what major surgery means, I scream and my knees gave, I’m still in lots of excruciating pain every time I get up or sit down or just laying in bed, I don’t sleep much the schedule of medicine they gave me are every hours and they don’t go together so I have to be up all the time. I’m feeling a tad sad and got my pathology report it’s in my lymph nodes. I will see the oncologist in few weeks.. I’m scared and in pain not a good combination. Getting up to care for anything is very hard I had the fortune to be able to borrow a cane and a walker. But I’m exhausted. Call the surgeon to get some answers but, I just was told the everything I’m feeling is normal. I hope it is. You all have a good night.