What an awful situation to be in! I feel so bad for you! MichelleJaye is right. Check all your other medications' side effects to see if they could be contributing to your condition. Check out your over the counter items that you take also and the TMS and Ketamine treatments. You can do this by searching through Google and the Mayo Clinic for the side effects of the things you take. It's surprising what they put in things these days that will affect us in the most awful ways!

Another thing you could do is to pray. God made you and he can fix you! Just ask for his help and you will get it. I've asked God for help many times and have always gotten a good answer or direction.

I wish you the best. I'll say a prayer for you.
PML