@andyjustin, It's OK to vent, sometimes that is all we can do to offload some of our struggles and pain. Not sure if you have ever tried meditation but there are other members that have mentioned it as being helpful. Here's a YouTube video example that might be helpful - Guided Meditation for Chronic Pain - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fdr-jK4XrrM.

I understand the need to vent. I also don't know what each day will bring me. Add that to the lack of support from medical people, it's a struggle. I have started PT to try to strengthen my legs. But the lack of understanding from others is hard. It's been good to be a part of this site and know I'm not alone.