I just wanted to say it does get better with time. I was dx with stage 1 endometriod endometrial and stage 1 ovarian cancer in 2009. I recurrent with endometrial in 2016 stage 4. But I had a wonderful surgeon whe removed all the tumors . I also had chemo before surgery. Will be on letrozole for 10 years. So far 8 years in remission. But the thinking of cancer every morning when I awake has improved. I may go days without it bothering. Hope same happens with you. Be Sure you keep up with all your checkups. I skipped about 3 years of checkups that is how it got so bad. I never miss a checkup now. Hope this helps