Linda I see you were a caregiver. I'm in my 70's. Mom pass last February at 93 yo. My father is 96 going on 97. He is still mobile which is great. My depression comes from wanting to move. I've been wanting to move for years. I feel so trapped. The guilt smothers me daily. I took Wellbutrin but experience high BP. So np cut meds in half. Still moderately high. So I stopped. I only took about a week but psychologically I felt relieved I called for me. Then got meds. Going back to np next month not really sure what to tell her. Negative thoughts are loud but my brother's wife recently diagnosed with cervical cancer so he can't help with doctor appointments. So I do all the trips. I have a sister but she refuses to drive in traffic. I want to move and live near my son. Depression is lonely. Your suggestions are really good. Thanks and take care.