I hope you're doing well. I 'think' I'm doing better, but not 100% yet.
I'm afraid of abandonment; I'll be left alone. Sounds silly, but it's just one of my fears.
I never thought I'd become so paranoid. Maybe I'm becoming insecure.
My husband and I don't talk much anymore. I need to talk with him at some point about what I'm going thru.
Be well; stay safe!