Yeasmin
Hi, I am a 58 year old woman who has delt with depression since I was in my teens. I have attempted suicide several times because felt like nobody cared about my feelings.
I had four children who are now 40, 39, 38, and 37 years old. My husband was an alcoholic who would leave for work and not come home for days, Luckily I worked at a Motel at night and take my kids and put them in a room to sleep. Anyhow I can understand the financial hardship, and wanting to give up.
Please find a crisis center. They can help you find a way to cope with all the feelings you have bottled up so that you can deal with the problems and find wzys to make them.better.