Thank you. This site is so helpful. It will get better, I know. But you are absolutely right- drs only know you for 15 to 30 minutes. Meds seem to be the only answer. I’m on so many I don’t even know which one is supposed to do what. There’s a person behind it all just wanting to know if the medicated me is the real one or a dulled version based on someone else’s idea of normal.