I'm so sorry you are having such terrible issues! That must be very hard to cope with! I don't know how you could improve your situation except by praying and praying a lot! Just ask God to help you get better and he will. God is always there for us. We just have to ask. It also helps to read the Bible. It's really a very interesting historical book! Pray often and you will see improvement in your problems. I will say a prayer for you also.
PML