@lpac304, I hope you are tolerating your treatments well. At least it is giving you time to consider and reconsider your decision. It's a big one, and always difficult. We all have our own reasons for making the choices that we do. At least today's surgeons are usually open to whatever we decide. My surgeon strongly confirmed that she would support whatever I decided. Last November I had a single mastectomy to flat closure. I wanted the option that would let me get back to living my life as soon as possible. I always wear a prosthesis on that side now, it's manageable, but I'm still looking for a bra that I love that isn't a sports bra. The search continues.
Know that whatever decision you make it will be the right decision for you. If you have any specific questions about the surgery or recovery, please ask.