Sorry about your situation. I've had 2 different types of breast cancer. I'm a 21 and 15 year survivor since BC first showed up. Now my husband is diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma... I've felt sad, angry, depressed, hopeful, fear and a need to seek justice and revenge. Try to be creative-art, writing, etc. Think of your anger as energy and be productive with it. I'm writing a memoire. Try finding peace by enjoying nature. Good luck.