Thank you for your warm reply. I've remembered you in my p.m. and a.m. prayers. I wish you well in this road of life. I often feel I overtalk when speaking of my journey. Hopefully I can be of some help, little as it may be, to someone who is struggling with not only cancer, but any difficulties. Just look around and see the world with its suffering of all kinds, starvation, war, unbearable pain, losses. Innocent people affected by the curve balls. I then am able to count my blessings knowing I wouldn't trade off my problems for theirs. Thankfulness is often not considered in the healing process. It's important to me. I have my "moments", believe me, when I think of my past. That only lasts a short time because I shake myself free of the emotions and begin to look around me and know I am blessed abundantly. Life is good despite it all. Thankfulness is a major key in my healing process. I wish you a successful outcome and then go out there and kick cancer to the curb. Amen!! (Please let us know of your outcome)