I’m totally relating to what you’re saying, this is exactly what I have to deal with sometime this year..my family doctor is also retiring and to make it worse we have a huge shortage of doctors in Canada, apparently there’s over a million people without a primary healthcare provider, they have to go to the hospital for medical care and this ties up the doctors so you’re waiting over six to eight hours to see one. I know it’s hard for you especially with a psychiatrist because they provide so much more and you get extremely dependent on them, they don’t just see you for ten minutes and prescribe you a medication, you open up your whole life to them. I also take Ativan for many years and this poses another issue for me because it’s a drug that is very hard to get today due to so much negative information. I hope that you will find another doctor with the help of your current psychiatrist, good luck and I wish you well.