@sbryant Since you cannot "unknown" what you learned from your internet searches, you can decide what you'd like to do to take care of yourself going forward. Like you've written, no more searches on the internet on the topic of endometrial cancer. What do you think of the suggestions from @flaviacwood of watching uplifting TEDTalks on You Tube? Do you practice or like yoga? I follow Yoga with Adriene on You Tube as I find her approach to be calming:

Yoga with Adriene:

-- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLui6Eyny-Uzxr6Hxojv-6-Hxj2eoLkYLq