Miriam - You are right 100%. Only those who have been thru this understand the depth. I've heard from about 7 people who lost their spouse or partner. Several I hardly even know who called and gave me confidence that although not easy, the grief is part of the healing. I will check bath with you periodically and let you know how I'm doing. This is a journey I never expected considering we were to be on a 10-day cruise on 3/20/25. Life can change in a matter of minutes, it did for me. Thanks, and appreciate your comments. Ed