Update: I had a dream about the men last night. They were living in the house I grew up in. I saw one of them in another room then other people came in to the house and I heard them all say "Happy Birthday!" to one of the men. I thought that this wasn't bad and I went into the living room, on the other side of the house. Then about 10 minutes later some of the people, men and women, came in to the living room eating cake and I said, because it was the decent thing to do, "Happy birthday.". No one said anything back and I was thinking "I should not have said that."

Sorry to maybe bore you with this anymore but it just keeps going on for me. At least it wasn't the nightmare that I actually lived!