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Pulmonologist says I should be dead by now
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Hi Cheyne! You are so delightful and I was doubly happy to see your second reply as it gave me even more smiles. Thank-you soooo much! I love the image of your Dr. having a "permanent red sun tan to the face" when they see you are "still here dead and kicking"! You're the funniest dead person I've ever met. Thanks for writing and, most of all, for being a blast of joy in a stressful time. All the best to you.
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Hi,
I'm slowly gaining back a life after dumping most of my meds. I seem to have become reactive to most medications these days. Stopped my insulin about a month ago and confirmed it was causing me to sit around unable and unwilling to do anything much less care too much about anything. Sure my glucose levels dropped but so did my will power. Dr's didn't believe me so this was the second and final time I have stopped it. If I wasn't dead I'd swear I'm 39 again! I wake up in the morning crippled and ill but ready and willing to work. My BP is sky high, glucose levels are constantly high and I'm high on life. Seems to me that work might be just the medication I need. Do I enjoy the comfort for a shorter life, or do I medicate, feel like crap and last longer. Then of course my Dysautonomia could chime in and stop it all in an instant or I might just die naturally despite it all, tomorrow. Ahh that's right, tomorrow never comes, so I guess I'm kind of stuffed. Logically then I would have to die today but I'm to late because it is now midnight and I'm becoming part of yesterday today or am I part of today tomorrow. Whatever it is it will be some time. No wonder I get migraines!
Cheers